i'm... so lost and i'm... lacking in purpose i'm... so disconnected and i'm... well, i'm apathetic hey, i want to feel your heart... beating next to mine it's the only thing... that brings me any joy, anymore i'm... so dependent i'm... not a person people are gross and people are weird i wanna be cute, i wanna be queer but how in the fuck can i heathily cope with craving the impossible? my body's too big, i think too much i'm happy when i'm small, when i shut my brain off it's a thrist that i can barely quench i got my sex desires from the internet it's all normalized within my soul to be one with fantasy would be my goal i just wish that i didn't have a life all these chemicals just cause me strife I JUST WANNA BLEED, I JUST WANNA CRY I WANNA GIVE MY LIFE TO A KINDRED MIND WHO'LL KNOW ME WELL, WHO'LL THREAT ME RIGHT WHO KNOWS IM NOT A PART OF THE HUMANKIND he said "what's your deal with bunnies?" i asked do you have something against bunnies? i know it's hard to understand every waking day i don't feel human it's like a mismatch in my biology my own flesh feels like an anomaly i don't wanna be she i just wanna be it there must've been a mistake when they made me like this now i have to deal with the consequences who signed off on my birth? i did not consent sometimes i just wanna die there are days that i just wanna die i want to die in the arms of a lover i want to die at the hands of a lover is there something wrong with wanting this? your final moments in sadomasochistic bliss give myself to someone who understands what i went through and what i have to stand why don't you take me to paradise? why don't you take me to paradise? there's no such thing as paradise there's no such thing as paradise please choke me out until i rise there's no such thing as paradise please cut me up, don't let me survive there's no such thing as paradise THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PARADISE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PARADISE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PARADISE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PARADISE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PARADISE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PARADISE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PARADISE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PARADISE HE SAID "WHAT'S YOUR DEAL WITH BUNNIES?" I ASKED DO YOU HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST BUNNIES? OR DO YOU JUST HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST ME? JUST BE HONEST IF YOU FUCKING HATE ME! OR DO YOU JUST LOVE HATEFUCKING ME? DO I TAKE YOUR ABUSE LIKE A GOOD PUPPY? YOU KNOW I LOVE THE WAY YOU PUSH ME UNTIL I'M LEFT WITHOUT ANY SPEECH LET'S ESCAPE OURSELVES TONIGHT! LET'S ESCAPE OURSELVES TONIGHT! LET'S ESCAPE OURSELVES TONIGHT! LET'S ESCAPE OURSELVES TONIGHT! LET'S ESCAPE OURSELVES TONIGHT! LET'S ESCAPE OURSELVES TONIGHT! LET'S ESCAPE OURSELVES TONIGHT! LET'S ESCAPE OURSELVES TONIGHT!

i'm... so lost and i'm... lacking in purpose i'm... so disconnected and i'm... well, i'm apathetic hey, i want to feel your heart... beating next to mine it's the only thing... that brings me any joy, anymore i'm... so dependent i'm... not a person people are gross and people are weird i wanna be cute, i wanna be queer but how in the fuck can i heathily cope with craving the impossible? my body's too big, i think too much i'm happy when i'm small, when i shut my brain off it's a thrist that i can barely quench i got my sex desires from the internet it's all normalized within my soul to be one with fantasy would be my goal i just wish that i didn't have a life all these chemicals just cause me strife I JUST WANNA BLEED, I JUST WANNA CRY I WANNA GIVE MY LIFE TO A KINDRED MIND WHO'LL KNOW ME WELL, WHO'LL THREAT ME RIGHT WHO KNOWS IM NOT A PART OF THE HUMANKIND he said "what's your deal with bunnies?" i asked do you have something against bunnies? i know it's hard to understand every waking day i don't feel human it's like a mismatch in my biology my own flesh feels like an anomaly i don't wanna be she i just wanna be it there must've been a mistake when they made me like this now i have to deal with the consequences who signed off on my birth? i did not consent sometimes i just wanna die there are days that i just wanna die i want to die in the arms of a lover i want to die at the hands of a lover is there something wrong with wanting this? your final moments in sadomasochistic bliss give myself to someone who understands what i went through and what i have to stand why don't you take me to paradise? why don't you take me to paradise? there's no such thing as paradise there's no such thing as paradise please choke me out until i rise there's no such thing as paradise please cut me up, don't let me survive there's no such thing as paradise THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PARADISE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PARADISE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PARADISE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PARADISE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PARADISE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PARADISE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PARADISE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PARADISE HE SAID "WHAT'S YOUR DEAL WITH BUNNIES?" I ASKED DO YOU HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST BUNNIES? OR DO YOU JUST HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST ME? JUST BE HONEST IF YOU FUCKING HATE ME! OR DO YOU JUST LOVE HATEFUCKING ME? DO I TAKE YOUR ABUSE LIKE A GOOD PUPPY? YOU KNOW I LOVE THE WAY YOU PUSH ME UNTIL I'M LEFT WITHOUT ANY SPEECH LET'S ESCAPE OURSELVES TONIGHT! LET'S ESCAPE OURSELVES TONIGHT! LET'S ESCAPE OURSELVES TONIGHT! LET'S ESCAPE OURSELVES TONIGHT! LET'S ESCAPE OURSELVES TONIGHT! LET'S ESCAPE OURSELVES TONIGHT! LET'S ESCAPE OURSELVES TONIGHT! LET'S ESCAPE OURSELVES TONIGHT!